12:31 p.m. - 2003-03-11
a strange, pervasive saddness
it's a weird mood that's surrounding me today. once i finally rolled out of bed my head was a little clearer... yesterday i didn't feel well, but i suppose i felt better because i had slept the entire night through thanks to benadryl. the day looks gorgeous... though it's that lovely new england freeze-type weather... from the inside, you'd look out and think it's early spring or fall.
on the way to work i was thinking about how you'd barely even know it's still winter around here because even though just last thursday we were buried with another 10 inches of snow... then on saturday it was something like 50 degrees... then it rained and on monday when i walked out to go to work, there was hardly any snow left... today, even less. i'm really hoping spring is around the corner, though somehow, i think this will be one of those years where it will be snowing on easter.
but then work started, slow day, nothing that is particularly notable. and currently i'm in a funk but i'm sure this too will pass. i'm sure it's more due to my being slightly bored than anything else. i'm always better when i'm busier.
missing some people lately. mostly just because i haven't seen or talked to them in a while. happens sometimes.
just writing seems to have helped a little... though i don't really feel like writing more...
